The Day Before Surgery

I saw this and just about lost my mind!  Not only do I know who this is, 

I'm still in LOVE with them and will see them when they come to Salt Lake City in June!

Well, surgery is tomorrow, and I'm beginning to get nervous.  Yesterday I finished getting 8 school days worth of sub plans completed, prepped everything for the week I return, and graded as much as I could.  I found myself getting emotional when I came home yesterday.  I haven't really let myself think too much about this.  I've taken today off of work to run errands and get all the last minute stuff done that I need to take care of.  

I keep hearing that women need to do something for themselves before surgery, so I got a pedicure today!  I HATE painting my toenails.  Let's face it; I'm chunky, so reaching my toenails isn't the easiest thing, and it's simply an unpleasant experience.  I then came home and painted my nails to match my feet.  I have no idea how long it will be until I will be able to paint them again, so they're pretty basic.

I received the phone call this afternoon telling me what time I need to be at the hospital tomorrow.  I am my doctor's first surgery tomorrow, so I get to be at the hospital at 5:45AM for a 7:30AM surgery.  I hate being the first surgery of the day!  It's going to be a VERY EARLY morning tomorrow.  

I think it's starting to sink in that this is about to begin.  I won't look the same this time tomorrow.  I don't know what I will look like, but I know I won't look like I do right now.  I will have to wear different bras where padding can be added, and I'll have to figure out how to make my chest look as "normal" as possible.  Yes, I'm not loosing an entire breast, but a chunk is being taken out and it just won't be the same.  

I'm still waiting to find out whether I'll be having chemotherapy or radiation treatment.  Apparently I'll have that answer at my post op appointment next week.  I think it's pretty crappy that I have to wait that long.  I'll be asking her tomorrow if that's the soonest I can get the results.  As you know, I like to plan.  Which treatment I'll need is probably the biggest question since it will affect so many people in my life.

So here we go.  Surgery is never fun, and recovery is often even harder.

Leaving on a happy note.  I'm not a fan of Disney Star Wars.  Read HERE to learn all about it.  The sequels are a DISGRACE, The Book of Boba Fett is ridiculous, and only The Mandalorian has been interesting to me.  However, I didn't even start watching that show until I heard about the finale of season two because they gave us the Luke Skywalker we SHOULD'VE HAD IN THE SEQUELS!  Disney is now going to try and sell us a new 6 episode show; Obi-Wan Kenobi.  I LOVE Ewan McGregor's performance as Obi-Wan.  He was the best part of the prequels. I'm excited, but scared to death about this.  I keep holding out that Disney will stop destroying original characters, and continue to be let down.  The trailer for this show dropped this afternoon, and it looks really good.

Please don't suck.  Please, oh please don't suck!  Please don't destroy Obi-Wan Kenobi like you have almost every other original trilogy character you've brought back!  If they destroy Obi-Wan, I will be DONE with Disney Star Wars!